i am ahnne

Monday
January 23,2012
9:50 PM

well, after eating dinner, it has been my hobby to drink a cup of coffee, or sometimes, before going to bed. Caffeine doesn't affect my sleeping cycle anyway.

As of the moment, i'm enjoying the sweet taste of Kopiko Brown. It has this soothing fragrance that makes my mouth so watery. [argh! i can feel it!] 

Thank you so much to the company who created this oh-so-yummy-super-licking-good coffee!

It's my day starter, and day ender. Coffee! Coffee! Coffee! :D

As i was trying to have a self assessment a while ago, I realized that not all the time, I depend on the people that I mingle, I mean the environment where I belong, whatever their principles are.

I thank God for His Word : the Bible, because it taught me lots of things, and I know that those things which I learned from the Holy Book are sculptured in my heart.

I do not intend to degrade, or criticize, or belittle anybody or somebody. I'm just expressing what my thoughts are, so please, don't misunderstand what I am trying to post here, ok? :)

Since I was a kid, i've been in a conservative church, where church policies, that are Bible-based, are being strictly implemented. I'm referring to the dress code. We are not allowed to wear pants or shorts, or even slacks in church. We're not also allowed to wear rubber shoes [because it's not a formal thing when paired with a skirt,ayt?]. We are not allowed to have relationship with the unsaved, not because we are racist-like people, but because it's what the Bible says, to not be unequally yoked with unbelievers. Everything was implanted in my mind and heart, and I know that those things are what other people sees in us, and it has 2 opposite implication to them, first is, they don't want to attend in a church like mine because we are too strict. Second, they would find it beneficial because discipline is being applied.

Then, suddenly, a problem arose, a major problem. We we're like leaves being driven away by the winds. We don't know where to go, until we found a new church near our place. We went there, and as I observe, they are not as strict as my previous churches. But even though they're not super strict, I still can't wear pants or shorts during church services, not because I don't have pants [because I really don't have pants] but because I don't find it to be the right clothing in meeting my Master and Saviour. Hey, I'm not against those people who wears pants in the church. I'm just not used to that thingy. Also, it's written in the Bible that we should wear proper clothing when entering the place of worship, though i cannot state here what verse it is because i cannot recall the exact verse in the Bible. Then, i had the chance to have unsaved suitors because they're not that strict when it comes to that matter, but then and still, God said in 2 Corinthians 6:14 "Be ye not unequally yoked with unbelievers: for what fellowship hath righteousness with unrighteousness? and what communion hath light with darkness?"

Again, I didn't mean to degrade someone or anyone. I just want to thank God for teaching me those things. If not because of Him, my life would probably be a total mess. I am glad that I was saved, in spite of the trials and problems that I am encountering, because I know that everything comes with a purpose. I may not see it clearly for now, but I know that God's plan is the perfect and best plan that must be fulfilled in my life.

I love you, Lord Jesus! Thank you for saving my life. I owe you everything, my Master.

♥ Ahnne ♥